here i stand

SS6 in Seoul Day3 - Leeteuk's Ment:

"Seems like this is the first time I said these words. I wanted to succeed, didn't want to lose to anybody. So I worked hard like crazy, and at a certain moment, it was really working out like my plans, what I longed for passed by smoothly. When I enlisted, I thought it will pass by quickly! Things that I never thought before happened. I thought of why such things happened to me. What wrong did I do.. (Chokes) I wondered why I was given such a punishment. In those tough times, I thought about if I should end my life. But at that moment, I had family, members, and fans who loved me deeply. Maybe cause of you I could carry on. In the past I was really greedy, SJ can't lose to other groups, we can't not get number 1, we can't not get Daesung, I thought that we have to get it, couldn't lose the drive. But now I have let it go. Being able to enjoy with members and fans is a very blissful thing too. Like I have found happiness again from everyone, it will be good if fans can also see us find happiness again! Because we are family, right?"
Cr: 阿飘_everyday好开心
Eng trans: elf_ninida